Im on a boat and it seems like I keep finding holes… and now Im sinking. For a while I would just cover the hole with my foot and all anyone ever seems to do is to advise me to keep paddling…but now there are too many holes and the water is up to my ankles….I just want to let it sink…straight to the bottom….But if I ever told anyone this…they would say I’m...
Can’t wait for the next time I get to sleep while holding you though!– after our first night together
It was Magical
Lou: That first kiss …was it Magical? Me: I dont know…..we had been hanging out all week and we were at a party. I ended up drinking , so I needed to crash because I couldn’t drive home. He was sleeping in the guest room and me on the couch. I remember laying on that couch , hoping he would come and we could talk, I didnt want to sleep..just wanted to keep talking to...
its facebook official
Ive had a few boyfriends…Stanley from High School, Anton in College, Andrew before I joined the Air Force and Luke last winter….and lets just say I dont have the best record for relationships….the longest one Ive had would probably be with Anton, but only because we broke up like 3 times. Now Im dating Lee and Im hoping this one lasts longer then the other four , and for the...
Always the bad guy
So like any good story there has to be a conflict. Why can’t there be problem free plots. Why can’t we just skip the drama? And realistically in someone else’s story I’m the antagonist, the villain , the bad guy and yeah I kinda feel like it now too……what would have been a good time tomorrow is now tainted. With Mandy being sick…my fault also…..and...
Spoke to my mom today, she didn’t have too much good to tell me. Apparently her and dad have been having problems. Nothing new but pretty much where they left off when I left a year ago. Same old same old. Dad talks to his ex wife , even though it upsets mom….it just makes me sad. I remember days where my mom would cry for hours and my dad would leave the house hours at a time. It was...
I cant remember what its like to sleep without you <3
:) I havent felt this happy in a while
Last night Lee’s dad ( I dont really know what to call him…Richard, Rick, Mr. Wynn, Lee’s Dad) talked about the 60s,70s,….and how horrible the 80’s were. I admit at first I thought it was gonna be strange to meet his dad..since we only have been dating two months or so now….and at first it was. Conversation was short and at some times quiet….but I think I...
Life as of lately
So I haven’t been on here in a while but that’s because life has had me pretty darn busy. Between work and……ok fine it’s because ive met someone…. I know you’re all very excited… Well let’s see…uh his name is Richard…though I call him Lee. Ummmm and he’s pretty fantastic. And im not just saying this because i have agreed to...
Back of my Mind
On the way to Frankfurt to see Blink 182 and the All American Rejects…all I could think about was Andrew. Back to two Novembers ago…Nov 6th 2010….we went to see Circa Survive in concert…his favorite band….and then two weeks later we saw Something Corporate and Jack’s Mannequin…My favorite bands….he was always so much fun to go to concerts with, both...
gahhh finding a car is so hard
mix feelings, stir it up
So RGA has two teams now. Im on the B team..who wont be playing til September….mid September…which means I prob wont be playing…since its End of Fiscal Year…..why be motivated to attend practice if I’ll never play?
DEAR ROSE: WHEN ARE YOU AVAILABLE FOR DINNER?– Because this is the only place I can find you
Ms Trend setter?
Saw a good friend yesterday, havent seen him in about a year or so, we had an interesting conversation. I had mention to him that a lot of people from school have started contacting me about joining the AF. Then he says ” well you have always been the trend setter , you were a hipster / before hipsters even became popular”…I laughed…a trend setter ? me …I never...
California Week 1
So Home in California, after a week , finally off jet lag…I spent the first couple days sleeping at 6 , waking up at 4 ….yea Saturday : Flew in at 00:00 , Grab some Jack in the Box , love those supreme croissants/ SLEEP, later that day get nails done..after a year my nails looked jacked up…lol it was gross Sunday: Easter , hang out with the family /Sleep Monday :...
today was a bad day
SO this is a first …I was a hour and half late to work….yup woke up at 0900…lets just say I woke up, looked at my clock, was a lil confused as to why it was 900 pm then ran to my door opened it and saw sunshine, cursed….then ran to change into my blues, put on my flats instead of heels, ran to work…..luckly no one noticed I wasnt there? they assumed I was around...
When I'm talking to a cute guy and then he...
yezzir. and +1 for jensen ackles :)
Going Home to Cali
Be jealous be very jealous… See my family to get my license… watch LA Derby Doll’s first bout see my best friend for her birthday eat eat eat eat eat come back with a new hair do :D buy clothes
Can I just make a shirt with a Rock and a Star on top of it? Presto! Alright my derby team is having a party for Barrage , team mate who is leaving…theme is rockstar…so who shall I be? naturally it has to be someone thats cool… I really really wanna be Shirley Manson from Garbage but I cant pull off the red :/ and I cant be Gwen Steffani because of the blonde :/ . I could pull...
Fun Filled Friday
- Airman of the Quarter = yup told ya it was gonna happen - BBQ with squadron - Go Karts = never a bad thing - Dinner with the Bonnets and Luke = way too much food - Party = tequila ! - Someone asked me on a date = still don’t know how to respond to that one - Someone came up and told me I was beautiful
what Im really saying...
What I said : Some will accept your compliments graciously, and others will shrug awkwardly, but everyone appreciates being noticed for something good on some level. What I was really saying: enough with the compliments, its weird , but thanks
That Awkward Disney Moment: Thanks to The Little... →
thatawkwarddisneymoment: I saw him on campus and I was like: When his bros saw me creeping I was like: So, I found his FB profile, started chatting with his profile picture, and was all like: I eventually met him and was like: In the shower I was all like: My friends are all like: So,…
I remember in high school there was always this guy who I would see doing pass period. Just about everyday I would see him , occasionally making eye contact but never said anything to me or I to him. About a year later same guy sees me and invites me to play badminton and ends up being a good friend of mine. Its funny how there are always these people who cross our path and yet you never know...
Shamrock N Roll
so first off…we kicked ass RGA won 150 to 119 :p The rest of night was pretty epic. definitely felt a bit tipsy..Im usually more of a social drinker. I hung out with the peeps from Amsterdam + more . I swear half my squadron was there . K -DAWG, RD, Jenn, The Johals, Rankin, and then me…Justin kept saying I had angel hair and Mike kept smelling it lol….Rachel and Travis were...
where did the time go?
When I was younger I was constantly told to slow down ..not to rush into to life ..but ever since I joined the military my family has been rushing me. I spoke with my sister on the phone the other night and the topic of boyfriends always comes up…or rather lack of. The thing is being in the military, makes things so much more complicated. Everything is temporary and unless you decide to get...
Someone I barely know , who read my blog said that from what he read he thinks Im uptight….Am I ? up·tight adj. Slang 1. Tense; nervous. 2. Financially pressed; destitute. 3. Outraged; angry. 4. Rigidly conventional, as in manners, opinions, and tastes: Really AM I ?